Category: Random Thoughts


I have been on a sabbatical for so long on the blog.

Rather than the block or extreme fatigue from the challenging job of handling three under 6, I would attribute it to my lack of clarity.

I was just searching for the right platform to reach out to more people rather than simply write for the joy.

well only after going through all my blog posts .. I discovered the joy .. of .. reading 🙂

Though I did decide on writing .. posting just for the joy .. for documenting .. writing a blog post .. simply didn’t happen ..

Maybe seeing the longer blog posts made me get this notion at the back of my head .. Blog posts have to be LONG!

well all it took was reading my posts and realize .. what matters is I just continue writing .. and here ..

Though facebook .. instagram .. twitter .. or even whatsapp or even pretty recently PRINT ..

I feel most comfortable rather .. most happy writing my heart out here ..
Maybe because this space is entirely mine .. I just dont know but well I am glad I am .. breaking the sabbatical 🙂

Attaching that special moment of the week where my chirpytales was read in print 🙂 <3


and well here’s to Hope of blogging more here in 2020!



The negatives in me

I suddenly ask my dad .. “DAD whats my asset?? What am I good at?” He doesn’t even think and starts answering about my negatives .. Procrastination .. He is about to go on, when I ask him to hold on and TELL ME ONLY ABOUT MY POSITIVE TRAITS!

He then tells me “You have everything in positive and all the assets to be positive. You are not cunning/send positive vibes around, determined and all ..

But I really don’t understand why you fail to do anything completely ..


Is he right? Of course he is .. as always .. I don’t get the drive always within me to complete what I  started .. Is it always? Well the only time I push myself beyond despite of everything is when I am doing things for others .. selflessly .. Only when I don’t get anything, I surprisingly push myself!

Well also I realized if any work dint interest me anymore, I just leave it unless it affects gravely ..

I actually found the retrospect strange.

But, this has been the start for me and my retrospection and a long way to go 🙂

P.S. This post has been procrastinated forever 😀 and I decide to complete it 🙂 today i.e. 1.9.2016.


That hideout of our divinity

I received this message as a forward mail.
According to an old Hindu legend, there was a time when all human beings were gods, but they abused their divinity.
So, Brahma, the chief God, decided to take the divinity away from them and hide it somewhere they could never find it.
Brahma called a council of the gods to help him decide where to hide the divinity.

“Let’s bury it deep in the earth,” said the gods. But Brahma answered, “Humans will dig into the earth and find it.”

Some gods suggested, “Let’s sink it in the deepest ocean.” But Brahma said, “No, Human will learn to dive into the ocean and will find it.”
Then some gods suggested, “Let’s take it to the top of the highest mountain and hide it there.”

Brahma replied, “Human will eventually climb every mountain and take up their divinity.” Then all the gods gave up and said, “We do not know where to hide it, because it
seems that there is no place on earth or ocean that human beings will not eventually reach.”

Brahma thought for a long time said, “We will hide their divinity deep into the center of their own being, Humans will search for it here and there but they wont look for the divinity inside their true selves.”

All the gods agreed that this was the perfect hiding place, and the deed was done.

And since then, humans have been going up and down the earth, digging, diving, climbing, and exploring, searching for something, which already lies within themselves.

“Divinity lies within us all”

I was completely bowled! The point was made so subtly and precisely.
So sure-shot was Brahma’s hidey-hole!
No wonder we have to dig out the humanity/divinity within us to reach out!

The most forgiving person in my life

I have met the most forgiving person in my life – my daughter Aadya!

She doesn’t blame me for things I do or things I din’t do…

She sees me with a fresh +ve perspective every minute.
She smiles at me if I attend her even if she is unhappy the previous min!

Ah ! How I wish every one I meet and me myself too have the same perspective as my daughter!

Oh ! What a wonderful place this world would be!

Lessons from an infant!



On teachers day it dawned me .. my newborn daughter is the my teacher right now 🙂

Well right now as my daughter teaches me many virtues as we both grow

I have to admit she surpassed my dad 😉

Though i cant say the same about my lil’ bro Sivaditya da Devlkyng

She is more gentle and kind than him .. 🙂

Learning lessons in life – relearning many things with a new perspective!!

And today I realized ..

Four years back when we had lost my lil’ bro .. I din’t think I could love a person ever again …

And then Two years back I met my nephew Abbu gadu and I realised I could still fall in love!!

Abbu  <3 u for that and for the first lessons in infant parent training ..   thank you 🙂
In a way when Satish my dearest hubster .. U walked in immediately after that, I was kinda prepared to try falling for u ..


And finally when U arrived …. Aadya and filled my life gently or rather say LOUDLY, I just knew If I could love a person as much as I love my kiddo brother Aditya, it could only be U!

Re-living LOVE!